Halloween. My baby. Drawing.

How depressing. 

Nothing to do on Halloween cept' talk to the voices in my head. Maybe it's my cat, she's always had this way with her...meows.

 Any who I was hoping something was on, but seems there isn't except parties which I haven't been invited to or have no money to buy alcohol or a costume for anyway. I mean what was I expecting? I was always that awkward person in school, and I became friends with awkward people. Awkward people don't do much. trust me.

I guess if I went out I wouldn't have fun anyway, I usually just like sitting at home reading...or drinking by myself, probably not a good habit considering my family had alcohol problems.

Onto a different subject now.

Room mate is gone for the weekend, which means my baby can sleep in the room with me. If you hadn't guessed already my baby is my cat. Yes...I love her like a child. I will end up being one of those women. Owning like 14 cats. Always seemed like a fun idea to me. Specially when I hate people who are allergic to them.

She's stuck around and still loved me no matter how many bath's and combings and tickles attacks I have launched on her. She's kept me sane, she's been my muse.

Ont he thoughts of muses, If you can link me to a picture of you I'll draw you, and I'll post it up in my blog posts, one after another.

I should sleep. It's 2:45am, and the net turns off in 15 minutes.

Night.

Machete.

Went to my mates and saw Machete. Man I hate Jessica Alba with a passion. <Spoiler> Thought they would know better then to pair him with her at the end. </spoiler> Michelle Rodriguez was absolutely smoking in it. I mean wow. All in all it's a good movie...but if you hate Jessica Alba and Lindsey Lohan...don't watch it.
Lucky Danny Trejo though, He does almost all the chicks in that movie.
We also saw another one with Jim Carrey in it, and I will admit it's one of his best movies so far.


He suits being gay.


In other news my brother has seemed to inherited my nightmares. Just the other night he woke up crying to mom saying he had a bad dream about me, and for what he dreamt it was terrible, I'm just hoping it doesn't get as bad as my nightmares though. He said he had seen these bad guys shoot me and kill me, and saw me floating up to heaven, so he had gotten a gun and shot himself in the head cause he thought if he died I would live again. When I heard that I started crying. It's devastating for a 7 year old autistic to dream something like that. Can't wait to see him again and give him BIG cuddles...

Other then that I'm completely broke, with 85cents in the bank. Working on a remake of a porn picture I did. Since this is the work safe blog I can't show you. But I'll show you something else of mine. 
Just your everyday furry picture.
It's not exactly mature considering the fur they're covered with is thick.

Hey. First post. Thrilling.

This is basically a blog for my art and my life, and whatever else I find interesting. Such as at this moment I have made plans to take a week or two 3 or so hors away up at my fathers, the stuff i do for family. I'm hoping the shoes I got Erin fit might get her a bag too, she's turned seventeen..
Who's shaved their legs here? I do and it's annoying, specially when you nick yourself at the Achilles tendon and when you wear shoes it rubs, it's...frustrating cause you get a blister on a scab.




Anyhow, see that picture of pokemons? I drew that, what should I draw? In the meantime, Have another picture I drew. Fish tastes nice. I should be a lesbian.


A lesbian armed with lemon wedges and pepper. Maybe a bit of salt.






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